It’s bittersweet when you reminisce about the past. Whether it be a relationship, friendship, high school, fun times, it sometimes hurts to think that it IS in the past.
There are sometimes that I wish I had that life again, but I know that I can’t expect that anymore.
It’s in the past, and the experiences I’ve been through, either good or bad, are the things that made me the person I am today.
I just wish I was happier right now.
“Take nothing for granted.”
Here I am. Flooded with tears once again.
I guess I just realized how much I’ve lost. Friends, family, bestfriends, morals, work ethic, just everything.
My family is a mess. I havent talked to my best friend in like a month. And he’s in the room next door. It’s like we never knew each other. Another one is too far to see. Being me, I never have time just to text her back. I do care about her but I feel like the worst friend, not being there when she needed me the most. But she’s doing well and I’m proud of her. Another one, I talk to every once in a while. But it’s different now.
We’ve all grown apart and there’s always something that I did that made it happen.
Why am I like this? Why do I push the people out of my life and regret it when the sting of loneliness comes along?
I can’t fix this anymore. It’s out of my hands and I’m tired.
I’m sorry for everything.
“Take Nothing for Granted”
I woke you crying, again.
I absolutely hate having to wake up and feeling like this life isn’t worth anything anymore. Like I don’t have the money to survive. Like I don’t have a family like the others do. Like I have no one to turn to anymore.
I think it hurts the most to know that it’s true. No matter what anyone says, thats the truth and I feel so helpless. I don’t know what to do.
It’s like I’m trying my best to live my life and just forget about how fucked up it it. But there will always be this constant reminder that I’m trying to live something I can’t have…
I guess theses are just some reality checks, that happen too often, to bring me back to the real world. My real life. And how everything really is.
“Take nothing for granted.”
If there’s one thing I hate, it’s the fact that people take advantage of me.
I do so much for people, it’s sometimes ridiculous. If it’s making a poster, teaching you something new, driving you around, sewing something, helping you with anything at all. There are so many things people ask me to do, and you know what? I always end up doing it.
There are a seldom few that actually show their gratitude and appreciation for anything I’ve done. And you know what, I don’t mind doing stuff for them.
It’s the people who get “comfortable” and used to my favors, these people are the ones that bother me. They don’t help in the process, and they don’t show gratitude towards what I do for them. I go out of my way to help you, and I don’t receives something as little as some appreciation?
And that’s all I ask for, a little “Thanks” -and not just saying it. I want to know that you actually appreciate all the things I’ve done.
Some people are so ungrateful sometimes…
From new ideas, styles, places, etc.
Take step back and look. Try and appreciate all that I did for you. But you never did.
And how much the comparison is form what you’ve given to me.
Whatever, I don’t care anymore…
I’ve never realized how much I don’t know him. It’s kind of sad.
I’ve spent my entire life with him next to me. And I don’t even know his favorite things or what he likes to do.
I guess, being that stubborn, arrogant, selfish, child has pushed away my connection with my family.
I’m sorry. You’ll have a better life than me, you deserve it. <3
Usually means on of the following:
-You like my posts/statuses
-You’re drunk as fuck
-You’re bored as fuck
-You want my attention
-You miss me ;D
HAHAHAH jk on that last one.
Sometimes in a relationship, friendship, whatever you want to call it, you just have to stop trying.
There’s a point when you have given all your effort in something, but it all dosen’t matter because they don’t care.
They don’t care that you have no one else, they don’t care that you want to hang out, they don’t see how much effort you put into a relationship just to keep them around.
Is it true that people don’t see what they have, until it’s gone?
We’ll see.
